Saint
Patrick's Confession
I, Patrick, a sinner,
am a most uncultivated man, and the least of all the faithful,
and I am greatly despised by many.
My
father was the deacon Calpornius, son of the late Potitus,
a priest of the town of Banna Venta Berniae (probably near
Carlisle) He had a small estate nearby, where I was taken
captive. I was barely sixteen. I had neglected the true God,
and when I was carried off into captivity in Ireland, along
with a great number of people, it was well deserved. For we
cut ourselves off from God and did not keep his commandments,
and we disobeyed our bishops who were reminding us of our
salvation. God revealed himself to us through his wrath: He
scattered us among foreign peoples, even to the end of the
earth, where, appropriately, I have my own small existence
among strangers.
Then the lord made me aware
of my unbelief, so that-however late- I might recollect my
offences and turn with all my heart to the Lord my God. It
was He Who took heed of my insignificance. Who pitied my youth
and ignorance, who watched over me as a father would a son.
That is why I cannot remain silent (further it would be inappropriate
to do so) about the great favours and graces which the Lord
deigned to grant me in the land of my captivity. For the way
to make repayment for that revelation of God through capture
and enslavement is to declare and make known His wonders to
every race under heaven.
Because that there is no other
God, nor has there been, nor will there be in the future,
other than God the Father, begotten without beginning, from
whom all things begin, who governs all things, as we have
been taught; and his son Jesus Christ. Whom we testify to
have been manifestly with the Father always, to have been
spiritually with the Father since before the beginning of
time to have been of the father before the beginning in a
way that cannot be described. And by him were made things
visible and invisible. He was made man. Having vanquished
death he was taken back into heaven to the Father, who gave
him the full power to govern all things in heaven and earth
and hell, so that every tongue should confess to him that
Jesus Christ is Lord and God. We believe in him and expect
his coming in the near future as judge of the living and the
dead, who will make return to all according to what they have
done. He poured out abundantly on us the Holy Spirit, the
gift and pledge of immortality, who makes of obedient believers
sons of God and co-heirs of Christ. We confess and adore him
as one God in the Trinity of the Holy name.
It was he who said through
his prophet: “cal on me in the day of your trouble and
I will free you and you will glorify me” And again he
says: “it is an honourable thing to make known and proclaim
the works of God” Although I am imperfect in many ways,
nevertheless I wish my brethren and kin to know what sort
of man I am, so that they may understand my motives. I am
not unaware of what my Lord has taught, since he has made
it clear in the psalm: “you shall destroy the speakers
of lies” And again he says “the lying mouth kills
the soul” And the Lord also says in the Gospel “The
idle word that people speak, they shall account for it on
the judgement”
So I realise I must be in the
greatest dread – in fear and trembling – of incurring
this sentence on the day when no one can hide himself or sneak
away but we shall all, every one of us, have to account even
for our smallest sins at the tribunal of the Lord Christ.
Patrick defends himself
from criticism
Therefore, while I have had it n mind for a long time to write,
up to now I have hesitated. I was afraid of being exposed
to criticism, because I have not the education of others,
who have absorbed to the full both law and sacred scripture
alike and who have never, from infancy onward, had to change
to another language; but rather could continually perfect
the language they had. Whereas, with me our words and our
language have been translated into a foreign tongue, so that
it is easy to ascertain – from the flavour of my writing
– the manner of my education and of my training in expression.
Because it is said: “The wise man will be distinguished
by his language” as will judgement and knowledge and
true teaching. But excuse, however true, are pointless, especially
if we take them in conjunction with my presumption in attempting
only now, in my old age, to achieve more than I could in my
youth. For my sins prevented me from continuing to build on
my early education. But who believes me, even if I repeat
what I have already said? As youth, nay, almost as a boy not
able to speak, I was taken captive, before I knew what to
pursue and what to avoid. So because of this, today I am ashamed
and agitated with fear, at exposing my lack of education;
because I lack the fluency to express myself concisely, as
my spirit longs to do and as I try with heart and soul.
But, even if I had been given
what was given to others, nevertheless, out of gratitude I
would not be silent. And if perhaps I seem to many people
to be pushing myself forward, with my lack of knowledge and
my lame language, yet it is indeed written: “The stammering
tongues will quickly learn to speak peace”.
How much more ought we not
to aim at that, since, as it is written, we ourselves are
“the letter of Christ for salvation, even to the end
of the earth” and even if the language does not flow
but is blocked and turgid “it is written on your hearts
not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God”
And again the Spirit affirms that rustic backwardness, too
was created by the most high.
So, therefore be astonished
all you, both great and little, who fear God. And you, reverend
professors listen and pay close attention. Who was it that
lifted up me – stupid me-from the middle of those who
seemed to be wise and skilled in the law and powerful and
all matters? And who was it that inspired me –me! –
above others to be such a person (if only I were!) as could
do good faithfully – in fear and without complaint to
that people to whom Christ’s love transported me and
gave me; if I should prove worthy in short to be of service
to and truth?
Consequently, I take this to
be a measure of my faith in the Trinity that, without regard
to danger, I make known God’s gift and the eternal comfort
he provides; that I spread Gods name everywhere dutifully
and without fear so that after my death I may leave a legacy
to so many thousands of people – my brother and sons
whom I have baptized in the Lord.
Patrick tells how God
has singled him out
And I was not a worthy or a fit person for what the Lord granted
me, his minor servant: that after such calamities and such
great burdens, after captivity, after many years, he should
bestow on me, so great a grace in behalf of the nation –
a thing which once, in my youth, I never expected nor thought
of.
But after I had arrived in
Ireland, I found myself pasturing flocks daily, and I prayed
a number of times each day. More and more the love and fear
of God came to me, and faith grew and my spirit was exercised,
until I was praying up to a hundred times everyday –
and in the night nearly as often. So that I would even remain
in the woods and on the mountain in snow, frost and rain,
waking to pray before first light. And I felt no ill effect,
nor was I in any way sluggish- because as I now realise, the
Spirit was seething within me.
And it was there in fact that
one night, in my sleep, I heard a voice saying to me: “It
is good that you fast, who will go soon to your home land”
And again, after a short space of time I heard this pronouncement:
“Look! Your ship is ready.”
And it was not nearby, but
was, as it happened, two hundred miles away. I had never been
there and I knew no one. And shortly after I had afterwards
I fled that place, leaving the man with whom I had been for
six years. I travelled with the aid of God, who guided me
as his son, successfully on his way and I had nothing to fear,
until I arrived at that ship.
On the day I arrived the ship
weighed anchor, I explained that I had the wherewithal to
sail with them. And that day, furthermore, I refused for fear
of God, to suck their nipples. (A Pagan custom of friendship)
Nevertheless I hoped that some of them would come to faith
in Jesus Christ (for they were heathen). This displeased the
captain who answered sharply, with anger “Your wish
to travel with us is quite futile”.
And when I heard this, I left
them in order to return to the shelter in which I had lodged,
beginning to pray as I went. Before the prayer was finished,
I heard one of them, who shouted out to me “Come quickly
these men are calling you”.
I returned to them immediately
and they began to explain to me: “Come, we will accept
you in good faith.Bind yourself to us in whatever way you
wish” Because of this I was received amoung them and
we set sail straight away.
And after three days we reached
land. We travelled for twenty-eight days through a wilderness.
They ran out of food, and hunger weakened them, and the next
day the captain addressed me; “What’s this, Christian?
You say your God is great and all powerful. Then why can’t
you pray for us? For we are in danger of dying of hunger.
In fact it’s doubtful if we’ll see another human
being” I said to them confidently: “Trust in the
Lord my God and turn to him with all your hearts – since
nothing is impossible for him, that he may send you today
more than sufficient food for your journey-for he has an abundance
everywhere.”
And with God’s help it
came about. There right before our eyes, a heard of pigs appearded.
They killed many of them, and spent two nights eating their
fill and fully recovered their strength, for many of them
had grown weak and were half-dead along the way. After this
they gave the greatest thanks to God, and I gained prestige
in their eyes. From that point onward they had abundant food.
They even found some wild honey and offered it to me, saying
“It is a sacrifice” Thank God I tasted none of
it.
That very night, when I was
asleep, Satan tested me most severely: the memory of it will
remain with me as long as I am in this body. It was as if
a huge rock fell on top of me and I had no use of my limbs.
But from what quarter came the inspiration to my ignorant
spirit to call on Helias? In the midst of all this I saw the
sun rise in the heavens, and when I shouted “Helias!
Helias!” with all my strength-see the brilliance of
the sun came down on me and straightaway removed all the weighty
pressure. I believe that the Lord came to my help, and that
it was the Spirit who was already crying out in me; and I
pray that it will be so on the day of my troubles, as it says
in the Gospel: |”On that day” the Lord testifies
– “It is not you who speaks, but the Spirit of
the Father who speaks within you”
(And on another occasion many
years later I was taken captive. And I spent the first night
with my captors. However I heard a divine announcement too
me: “You will be two months in their hands” This
is what happened. On the sixteenth night the Lord freed me
from them).
While we were on our journey
he provided us with food, fire and dry conditions until, on
the tenth day, we met peope. As I have indicated above we
travelled for twenty eight days through a wilderness, and
on that night on which we met people, we had truly no food
left.
Another time, after a few years,
when I was in Britain, my family received me as a son, and
they asked me weather after such tribulations as I had undergone
they could trust me now, as a son never to leave them again.
But while I was there, in a night vision, I saw a man coming,
as it were from Ireland. His name was Victorious, and he carried
many letters, and he gave me one of them. I read the heading:
“the voice of the Irish”. As I began the letter,
I imagined in that moment that I heard the voice of those
very people who were near the wood of Foclut, which is beside
the western sea (unknown location but some authors claim it
is a site west of Killala Bay, in Co. Mayo) and they cried
out, as with one voice: “We appeal to you, holy servant
boy, to come and walk among us.” I was pierced by great
emotion and could not read on and so I woke. Thank God that
after my years the Lord answered my call according to their
cry.
And another night he spoke
(God knows, not I, weather within me or beside me) in his
words which I heard in terror, but without understanding them,
except that at the end of the message he said: “he who
gave his life for you, it is he who speaks within you”
and so I woke, full of joy.
And again I saw him praying
in me, and I was as it were within my body, and I heard him
above me, that is, over my inner person and he was praying
hard with groanings. And all the while I was dumbfounded and
astonished, wondering who it could be that was praying within
me. But at the end of the prayer, he spoke, saying that he
was the Spirit. And so I woke, and I recollected what the
apostle had said: “The Spirit helps us in the deficiencies
of our prayers, for we do not know what it is proper to pray
for; but the sprit himself pleads on our behalf with unutterable
groanings which cannot be expressed in words. And again: “The
Lord, our advocate, prays on our behalf.”
Patrick’s Trial
by his Seniors and his Vindication
And when I was attacked by certain of my seniors, who came
and cast up my sins against my laborious episcopate; on that
day I was powerfully tempted and might have fallen, now and
I eternity. But the Lord showed his mercy to his disciple,
who is an exile for his name and he came mightily to my support
in this humiliation. Since it was not through my fault that
I was brought into scandal and disgrace, I pray God that it
will not be reckoned against them as sin.
They found a pretext from thirty
years earlier, bringing against me words of confession I made
before I was a deacon. Because, in an anxious and melancholy
state of mind, I had privately told my dearest friend about
something I had done one day, indeed in one hour, when I was
a boy before I had the strength of character. I am not sure,
God alone knows if I had yet reached the age of fifteen, and
I was still, since my childhood, not a believer in the living
God; rather I remained in death and unbelief until I was severely
chastised and truly brought down to earth, every day, by hunger
and nakedness.
On the other hand, while it
was not of my own choice that I arrived in Ireland at that
time when I was almost a lost soul, it was a good thing for
me because I was reformed by the Lord and he prepared me to
be today what was once remote from me; so that, whereas once
I did not even consider my own salvation, now the salvation
of others is my care and concern. Therefore, on the day when
I was rejected by the people mentioned above, that night I
saw in a dream the dishonouring documents in front of me,
while at the same time I heard the divine Voice saying to
me: “It displeased us to see our chosen one in this
state: stripped of honour” Nor did he say “it
displeased me” but rather “it displeased us”
(as if linking himself with him, just as he had said: “whoever
touches you, it is if he touched the apple of my eye”
For that reason, I offer thanks
that he gave me strength in all matters, as he did not frustrate
the journey upon which I had decided, and the work which I
had learned from Christ my Lord, rather I felt all the more
his great power within me. And my faith was vindicated before
God and men.
Therefore I tell you boldly
that my conscience does not reproach me now or for the future.
I have God as a witness that I do not lie in what I tell you.
But I am all the more sorry for my close friend: how did we
deserve to hear such evidence given? He to whom I had entrusted
my very soul! And before that case (which I did not initiate,
nor was I present in Britain for it), I learned from some
of the brethren that it was he who would act on my behalf
in my absence. (He is the very one who had told me, with his
own mouth: “Look: you should be raised to the rank of
bishop”, of which I was not worthy) But how did he come,
shortly afterwards in public, in the presence of people both
good and bad, to bring me into disgrace over something which
he had willingly and gladly forgiven. As had the Lord, who
is greater than all?
Patrick Makes the case
for his Mission to the Pagans
Enough of this, nevertheless, I must not conceal the gift
of God, which he so freely bestowed upon me in the land where
I was captive. Because it was at that time that I strenuously
sought him and found him. And he has saved me from all injustices,
so I believe, because his spirit is within me and works in
me to the present day. Another bold statement, but God knows
that if the voice that guided me were merely human, I should
have kept silent for the love of Christ.
And so, tirelessly, I thank
my God, who kept me faithful on the ay I was tired, so that
today I might offer to him, the Lord Jesus Christ, the sacrifice
of my living soul. He saved me in all your dignity you have
shown yourself to me, so that today I constantly lift up and
magnify your name among the heathen, wherever I have been,
not only in good times but bad?”
So, whatever may come my way,
good or bad, I equally tackle it, always giving thanks to
God, who granted me unlimited faith in him, and who helped
me so that, ignorant as I am, I might in these final days
dare to undertake this work, so holy and so wonderful. It
is just as if I were a follower of those whom the Lord foretold,
once in former times, who were to be harbingers of his gospel
for a testimony to all races before the end of the world.
And indeed, we have seen this done. See: we are witnesses:
the gospel has been preached to those places beyond which
nobody lives. However, it would be tedious to tell in whole
or in detail of my undertaking. I shall relate briefly how
the most holy God frequently freed me from slavery and from
twelve dangers in which my life was at stake not to mention
numerous plots, which I cannot express in words; for I do
not want to bore my readers. But God who knows all thoings
before they happen, is my authority that he readily and frequently
gave me his counsel, just because I am in his are, though
I am poor and insignificant.
From where did this understanding
come to me, who had knowledge neither of the number of my
days nor of God? From where did I afterwards receive so great
and so beneficent a gift, to know and to desire God, relinquishing
homeland and family for him?
They offered me many gifts,
with tears and lamentation, and I offended them, as well as
going against the wish of certain of my seniors, but God guided
me not to agree with them or consent to them. This was no
thanks to me; rather it was God who triumphed within me and
opposed them all, so that I might come to the Irish heathen
to preach the gospel and suffer the insults of unbelievers.
But then! To endure disgrace because of my departure! And
many prosecutions, even to the extent of imprisonment, and
to sacrifice my patrimony for the sake of others! I am ready
indeed to give my life, freely, in his name, and I choose
to spend it here even until death, if the Lord will allow
me.
Because I owe a great deal
to God. He gave me this great boon: that through me many heathen
should be reborn in God, and that afterwards they should be
confirmed as Christians, so that everywhere clergy should
be ordained for a population newly coming to the faith, a
population which the Lord redeemed from the ends of the earth,
just as he had promised through his prohets: “The nations
will come to you from the ends of the earth and will say:
“how empty the idols which our forefathers erected and
they are of no use” and again “I have placed you
as a light among the nations so that you may bring salvation
even to the end of the earth.
And it is there that I choose
to await his promise, in which, at least, he will never fail,
as it is stated in the Gospel:”they will come from the
east and from the west and will recline at table” with
Abraham and Isac and Jacob: so we believethat beleievers will
come from the whole world. Therefore indeed it is true that
there is an obligation to fish well and diligently, as the
Lord commanded, saying “follow me and I will make you
fishers of men” And again, he tells us through the prophets:
“Look, I send out many fishers and hunters” says
God, and so on. From which it follows most cogently that we
are obliged to spread our nets so that we can catch a great
shoal and multitude of God. And there should be clergy everywhere
to baptise and preach to a population which is in need and
longs for what it lacks, as the Lord says in the Gospel, where
he admonishes and teaches, telling us: “Now therefore,
go and teach all nations, baptising them in the name of the
Father and of the holy spirit, teaching them to observe all
things whatsoever I have commanded you: and behold I am with
you all days even to the consummation of the world.
And again he says: “Going
therefore out into the whole world, preach the Gospel to all
of creation: whoever believes and is baptized will be saved;
they who do not believe will be condemned”
And again: “this Gospel
of the kingdom will be preached throughout the whole world
as a testimony to all peoples, and then the end will come”
And the Lord also foretells
through the prophet, saying: “And in the last days2
says the Lord “I will pour out my Spirit over all flesh
and your sons and daughters will prophesy, and your young
men will see visions and your old men will dream dreams, and
indeed in those days I will pour out my spirit over my male
servants and my female servants and they will prophesy”.
And Hosea, he says: “A
people that is not mine I will call my people and a people
that has not obtained mercy I will call a people that has
obtained mercy. And it will be in that place where it was
said: “You are not my people: there they will be called
“children of the living God”.
So this is why it come about
in Ireland that people who had no acquaintance with God, but
who up to now always had cults or idols and abominations,
are recently, by this dispensation, made a people of the Lord
and are known as children of God. Sons of the Scotti and daughters
of chiefs are openly monks and virgins of Christ.
And indeed there was a certain
blessed noblewoman, of Scottic origin, mature and beautiful,
whom I baptized. A few days later she had no reason to come
to us; she told us privately that she had received a message
from the angel of God who commanded her to become a virgin
of Christ and so draw nearer to him. Thanks be to God, just
six days after that she had been embraced in the most excellent
and eager way that which all the virgins of God follow. They
do not do it with their fathers’ consent; on the contrary
they endure harassment and false accusations from their parents.
And nonetheless their numbers increase (and we do not know
the number of those of our own race who were born there),
as well as those of widows and women living in chastity. But
it is those who are held in slavery who have most to endure,
even to the extent of suffering continental fears and threats.
But the Lord has given grace to many His handmaids, so that
they can bravely imitate Him in spite of all prohibitions.
That is why, even if I wished
to leave them so that I could visit Britain (and with all
my heart I was ready and anxious for my homeland and my parents,
not only that, but to go on to Gaul to visit the brethren
and be in the presence of my Lord’s saints, god knows
how much I longed for it), I am bound by the spirit, whose
testimony is that if I do this he will afterwards find me
guilty. And I am afraid of wrecking the task I have begun,
nay, not I, but Christ the Lord who bade me come here and
stay with them for the rest of my life, if the Lord will,
and will guard me from every evil way that I may not sin before
him.
I hope however that I did what
I should have done; but I have no trust in this self of mine
so long as I am in the body. For he is powerful who endeavours
every day to turn me from the faith and from the pure teachings
of true religion which I hold even to the end of my life for
the Lord Christ. But through the flesh the enemy is always
dragging me towards death, that is towards what is enticing
but unlawful; and I know in part, why I have not led a perfect
life like other believers. But I admit it to my Lord, and
am not ashamed before him, because I do not lie. Indeed since
I learned to know him in my youth, the love and fear of God
have grown in me, and up to now, with the Lord’s help,
I have kept the faith. Let who will laugh and scoff. I will
not be silent, nor will I conceal the signs and wonders which
the Lord has shown to me many years before they happened,
he who knows all happenings since before the begging of time.
That is why I should give thanks
to God without ceasing, because he has often been lenient
with my foolishness and my carelessness. And because on more
than one occasion he has not been wrathful with me, who was
given to him as a helper but who did not quickly accept the
task which was made clear to me nor do as the spirit prompted.
And the Lord took pity on me countless times, because he saw
that I was ready but that I did not know how to organise myself
for these matters. For there were many who hindered this mission.
They even talked amoung themselves behind my back saying:
“who is this fellow going into danger amoung enemies
who do not know God?”
This was not from malice, but
because they didn’t like the look of it, I bear witness
to that myself, and you may take it that it was because of
my naivete, and I was not aware of the grace that was within
me. Now I know that I should have understood this earlier.
Now, then: I have given a simple
explanation to those of my brothers and fellow servants who
have believed in me because of what I preached, and continue
to preach, for the strengthening and confirming of your faith.
If only you too could be persuaded to do better! This will
be my renoen; for “it is the son’s wisdom that
gives honour to the father”
Patrick’s Declaration
to his fellow Workers
You know, and so does God, how I have been among you since
my youth in truth of faith and in sincerity of heart. I have
kept and will keep faith even with the heathen among whom
I live. God knows I have deceived none of them, nor even thought
of doing so, lest I stir up and attak on God for fear of raising
persecution against them and all of us and for fear that through
me the name of the Lord be blasphemed for it is written: Woe
to the man through whom the name of Lord be blasphemed.
For although I lack skill in
anything, yet I have tried to do whatever I could to safeguard
myself in my dealings, even the Christian brethren and with
virgins of Christ and with religious women, who would spontaneously
offer me gifts or throw some of their personal ornaments on
the altar. These I repeatedly gave back to them, and they
were offended with me, not knowing why I did so. But I did
it from the hope of eternity, because of which I aimed at
being careful of my integrity in all dealings, so that the
unbelievers should not catch me out in any detail, and so
that I would not in the smallest matter give a pretext to
them to disparage or denigrate the ministry of my service.
Perhaps when I baptized so
many thousands of people I was hoping for as much as a ha’penny
from any of them? Tell me and I will return it to them. Or
when the Lord, through my very ordinary person, ordained clergy
everywhere and I assigned his ministry to each of the free
of charge – if I asked any of them for so much as the
price of my shoe, speak out against me and I will return it
to you.
On the contrary, I spent money
on your behalf, so that they would receive me. And I journeyed
among you, and everywhere, for your sake, often in danger,
even to the outermost parts beyond which there is nothing,
places where no one had ever arrived to baptize or to ordain
clergy or to confirm the people. By the Lord’s grace,
I achieved all these results conscientiously and gladly for
your salvation.
At times I gave presents to
chiefs, apart from the stipend I paid their sons who travelled
with me. Nevertheless, once, they seized me with my companions,
and on that occasion they were most eager to kill me. But
the time had not come. They stole everything they found in
our possession, and they put me in chains. On the fourteenth
day the Lord freed me from their power, of firm friends whom
we had had the foresight to acquire. However, you have seen
for yourselves how much I have paid to the administrators
of justice in all the districts I was in the habit of visiting
regulary. I reckon to have distributed to them no less than
the price of fifteen men, so that you could continue to enjoy
me, and I you, in God. I have no regret, nor have I done with
it: I still spend, and will spend more. The Lord has power
to grant me that I may continue in the future to spend my
very self for the sake of your souls.
Patrick Sums up his
Testament
Look: I call God into my soul as a witness, that I am not
lying. Nor would I wish to write to you ingratiate myself
or to gain anything from you, nor beacaue I look for respect
from any of you. If my integrity is not clear to you, it is
enough for me that I am sure of it in my heart. Moreover,
He Who made His promise to the faithful, He never lies.
But I see that already, in
the present, I am lifted up beyond measure by the Lord, and
I was not worthy of that, nor of the way He has provided for
me; since I know for certain that I am better fitted for poverty
and misfortune than for wealth and luxury. But the Lord Christ
too was poor for our sake. I am indigent and unfortunate,
and even if I wanted wealth, I do not have it. But that is
not how I estimate myself; because I expect daily to be killed,
betrayed, or brought back into slavery, or something of the
kind. But, because of the promise of heaven, I fear none of
these things. For I have thrown myself into the hands of Almighty
God, who reigns everywhere; as the prophet says: ‘Cast
your cares upon God and He will sustain you.’
See: I now commend my soul
to my most trustworthy God, Whose ambassador I am, in spite
of my obscurity. He accepts no person, but He chose me for
this task, to be one of the least of His servants.
Because of this I will repay
Him for all He has bestowed on me. But what shall I say, what
shall I promise my Lord, since I have no power over anything
unless He gives it to me? But let Him look into my innermost
being: I greatly desire and am prepared for Him to grant me
that I might drink from His chalice, as He permitted to others
who loved him.
Therefore, let God never permit
me to lose the people that He has won in the ends of the earth.
I pray God to give me perseverance and to design to allow
me to give faithful testimony of Him until my death.
And, if I have ever succeeded
in following any good for the sake of God, Whom I love, I
pray him that, with others of His converts and captives in
His name, I may shed my blood, even though I might go without
burial, or my miserable corpse might be torn limb form limb
by dogs or wild beasts, or the birds of the air might devour
it. I know for certain that this should happen to me I should
gain my soul along with my body, because, without any doubt,
on that day we will be moulded to His image, and we will then
reign from Him and through Him and in Him.
For the sun is that which we
see rising daily at his command, but it will never reign,
nor will its splendour last forever. And all those who worship
it will be subject to grievous punishment. We, however, worship
the true sun, Christ, who will never perish. Nor will those
who do his bidding, but they will continue forever just as
Christ will continue forever, he who reigns with God the father
almighty and with the holy spirit before time and now and
in eternity. Amen.
See: again and again, I would
reiterate what I wish to express in my declaration. I testify,
in truth and in joy of heart, before God and his angles that
I never had any reason beyond the gospel and its promises,
ever to return to that people from whom I had formerly barely
escaped. But I implore those God fearing believers who agree
to read or accept this document which unlettered sinner I,
Patrick composed in Ireland, that none of them will attribute
to an ignorant person like me any little thing I may have
done, or any guidance I may have given according to God’s
will. Consider, and let it be truly believed, that it may
have been rather the gift of God. And that is what I have
to say before I die.
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Celtic World First Hand
Diodorus Siculus (Late 1st c. BC) V, 21, 3-6
They say that Britain is
inhabited by tribes that are aboriginal, and in their lifestyle
preserve the old ways; for they make use of chariots in their
wars, just as tradition tells us the ancient Greek heroes did
in the Trojan war, and their houses are simple, built for the
most part of reeds or logs. They harvest their grain crops by
cutting off only the ears of corn and store them in covered
barns. Each day they pick out the ripe ears, grind them, and
in this way get their food. They are simple in their habits
and far removed from the cunning and vice of modern man. Their
way of life is frugal and far different from the luxury engendered
by wealth. The island also has a large population, and the climate
is very cold, since it actually lies under the Great Bear. It
contains many kings and chieftains, who for the most part live
in peace with one another.
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(1st cent. BC – 1st cent AD) V, 5, 5
As regards Thule our information
is even more uncertain than it is for Ireland on account of
its distance; for people locate it as the most northerly of
lands to which a name is given. However, the fact that what
Pythons says about it and about the other pieces in those
parts is false, is clear from what he tells us of the districts
we do know about. For in very many cases he has told falsehoods,
as was stated earlier, so that it is clear he has been even
less truthful as regards remote regions. And yet from the
point of view of astronomy and mathematical theory he would
seem to have made reasonable use of his data in asserting
that those who live close to the frozen zone have a total
lack of some cultivated crops and domesticated animals and
a shortage of others, and that they live on millet and vegetables,
fruit and roots. Those who have grain and honey, he says,
also make a drink from them. The grain itself they thresh
in large barns to which they bring the ears for storage, since
they do not have clear sunshine. For threshing floors are
useless owing to the lack of sun.
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Caesar
(Gallic War V, 12)
The interior of Britain
is inhabited by people who claim on the strength of their
own tradition to be indigenous to the island; the coastal
districts by immigrants from Belgic territory who came after
plunder and to make war—nearly all of them are called
after the tribes from which they originated. Following their
invasion they settled down there and began to till the fields.
The population is very large, their homesteads thick on the
ground and very much like those in Gaul, and the cattle numerous.
As money they use either bronze or gold coins or iron bars
with a fixed standard of weight. Tin is found inland, iron
on the coast, but in small quantities; the bronze they use
is imported. There is every type of timber as in Gaul, with
the exception of beech and pine. They have a taboo against
eating hare, chicken, and goose, but they rear them for amusement
and pleasure. The climate is more temperate than in Gaul,
the cold spells being less severe.
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Caesar,
Gallic War V, 14
Of all the Britons by
far the most civilised are the inhabitants of Cantium [Kentl,
a purely maritime region, whose way of life is little different
from that of the Gauls. Most of those inhabiting the interior
do not grow corn, but live instead on milk and meat and clothe
themselves in skins. All the Britons dye themselves with wood,
which produces a blue colour, and as a result their appearance
in battle is all the more daunting.' They wear their hair
long, and shave all their bodies with the exception of their
heads and upper lip. Wives are shared between groups of ten
to twelve men, especially between brothers and between fathers
and sons. The offspring on the other hand are considered the
children of the man with whom the woman first lived.
Later still, following
the Claudian invasion, the whole of Britain became subject
to detailed exploration and expedition by both the Roman army
and the influx of merchants and speculators. Even the furthest
reaches of Caledonia were to come under scrutiny as a result
of Agricola's campaigns, recorded by his son-in-law:
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Tacitus (late
2nd cent. AD), Agricola 10-12
The position and inhabitants
of Britain have been recorded by many writers, but it is not
with a view to challenging their accuracy or ability that
I bring these topics up again; rather because it was then
under Agricola, that the conquest of Britain was completed.
For this reason, while earlier writers embroidered with their
eloquence things that had yet to be fully investigated, I
shall set down the truth of the situation. Britain is the
largest of the islands known to the Romans, and in terms of
its extent and situation faces Germany in the east and Spain
in the west. To the south it actually lies within sight of
Gaul, while its northern parts, with no land opposite them,
are beaten by a vast open sea. The overall shape of Britain
has been compared by Livy and Fablus Rusticus, the most eloquent
of ancient and modern writers respectively, to an elongated
shoulder blade [i.e. rhombus or an axehead]. This is indeed
its shape as far as Caledonia, and the idea has been extended
to the whole. However, once you have crossed into Caledonia
there is a vast irregular tract of land stretching out from
what was considered the furthermost shore and tapering to
a kind of wedge. It was then for the first time that a Roman
fleet circumnavigated the coast of this remotest sea and established
the fact that Britain was an island. At the same time it discovered
and conquered hitherto unknown islands caned Orcaces [Orkneys].'
Thule [Shetland] too was sighted but no landing made since
their orders went no further and winter was approaching. They
did, however, report that the sea was sluggish and heavy to
the oars, and was not set in motion as much as other seas
even by the winds. The reason for this I suppose is that the
land and mountains which are the source and cause of storms,
are further span, while the deep mass of the open sea is set
in motion more slowly. Investigation of the nature and tides
of Ocean is not, however, the purpose of this work, and besides
many have already dealt with them. I would add just one thing:
nowhere does the sea hold wider sway. This way and that its
tidal currents flow, nor does it ebb and flow only up to the
coast, but penetrates and winds its way deep inland, insinuating
itself amidst the ridges and mountains as if in its own domain.
However, who the first inhabitants
of Britain were, whether they were indigenous or immigrants,
has not been sufficiently ascertained, as one might expect
where barbarians are concerned. The physical types vary and
from these variations come a number of theories. The red hair
and large limbs of those who inhabit Caledonia affirm their
German origin. The swarthy faces of the Silures and their
generally curly hair, plus the fact that Spain lies opposite,
leads one to believe that in ancient times Iberians crossed
over and occupied this region. Those who live closest to the
Gauls are like them, either because the influence of their
mutual origin persists, or because the countries approach
each other from north and south and as a result the similarity
of climate has produced a similar physical appearance. Looking
at the question overall, however, it seems likely that the
Gauls occupied the nearby island. You would find in Britain
the rites and religious beliefs of the Gauls. There is not
much difference between them in language, the same boldness
in courting danger and, when danger looms, the same panic
in avoiding it. The Britons, however, display greater ferocity
since they have not yet been enervated by a long period of
peace. The Gauls too, we learn, were experts in warfare, but
in recent times indolence and a life of ease have made their
appearance, with the resultant loss of velour and, at the
same time, freedom. This has also happened to those of the
Britons who were conquered at the outset [i.e. in the Claudian
invasion]; the rest remain what the Gauls once were.
Their strength is in their infantry; some tribes also fight
in chariots. The nobleman is the driver; his retainers do
the fighting. At one time they owed obedience to kings; now
they are split into partisan factions under rival chieftains.
Nothing indeed is more to our advantage against these very
powerful tribes than the fact that they do not plan joint
operations. It is rare for two or three tribes to come together
in order to repel a common danger. So, they fight individually
and are collectively defeated. The climate with its frequent
rains and mist is wretched; yet extreme cold is absent. The
length of the summer days is greater than that in our world;
the nights are light and in the points of Britain furthest
north short, so that you can hardly distinguish dusk from
daybreak. If clouds do not get in the way, they say the sun's
glow can be seen right through the night, and it does not
set and rise but rather passes along the horizon. Evidently
the flat edge of the world with its low shadow does not project
the darkness much.
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Epitome
of Dio Cassius LXXVI, 12, 1-5
There are among the Britons
two very large tribes, the Caledonians and the Maeatae. The
names of the others have been merged as it were into these.
The Maeatae for their part live near the wall which divides
the island into two [Hadrian’s Wall], and the Caledonians
beyond them. Both tribes inhabit wild and waterless mountains
and desolate marshy plains, and possess neither walls nor
cities nor farms. Instead they live on their flocks, on game
and on certain fruits, and though there are vast and limitless
stocks of fish they do not eat them. They live in tents without
clothes or shoes; they share their womenfolk and rear all
their offspring in common. Their form of government is for
the most part democratic, and they have a great liking for
plunder. For this reason they choose their boldest men to
be their leaders. They go into battle both in chariots with
small swift horses, and on foot. They are in addition very
fast runners and very resolute when they stand their ground.
Their weapons consist of a shield and a short spear with a
bronze 'apple' at the end of the shaft which is designed to
make a loud noise when shaken and thus terrify the enemy.
They also have daggers. They are able to endure cold, hunger
and all kinds of hardship; for they plunge into the marshes
and stay there for many days with only their heads above water;
in the forests they live on bark and roots, and in case of
emergency they prepare a type of food, a piece of which, the
size of a bean, when eaten, stops them feeling hunger or thirst.
Such is the island of Britain and such are the inhabitants,
at least in the hostile part.
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Herodian
3rd C. AD III, 14, 68
Most of northern Britain
is marshy since it is constantly washed by the ocean tides.
The barbarians are accustomed to swim in these marshes or
to run through them with the water up to their waists. For
the most part they are naked and think nothing of getting
mud on themselves. Also, being unfamiliar with the use of
clothing, they adorn their waists and necks with iron, considering
this sun ornament and a sign of wealth, just as other barbarians
do gold. They tattoo their bodies with various designs and
pictures of all kinds of animals. This is the reason they
do not wear clothes: so as not to cover up the designs on
their bodies. They are extremely warlike and bloodthirsty,
though their armament consists simply of a narrow shield,
a spear, and a sword that hangs beside their naked bodies.
They me unfamiliar with the use of breastplates or helmets,
considering them a hindrance in crossing the marshes. From
these thick mists rise and cause the atmosphere in that region
always to have a gloomy appearance.
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